Having zero anxiety

This is nice. I have forgotten what is what like to have anxiety. I remember so many sleepless nights. Now I fall asleep on the couch at 8:00 pm. When I first started taking the medication, I would sit outside at night and early in the morning enjoying the fact that I could be alone with my thoughts.

When you suffer from chronic anxiety, alone time is hell. The television is your friend. Alcohol gives you incredible nightmares.

Now, I don't sit outside. I go about my normal day. I forget what is was like.