Ok I am back!

Sorry about that. I started focusing on making money and building a website. Then I was moved to another section of the building...so I didn't have to deal with Snake and Fugly anymore. Life is ok. I want to be promoted in this company. What I am currently doing is boring and beneath me. Falling asleep. Hard to get motivated.

I was sick for three weeks with a cough which shutdown me and my excercise routine. I watched 38 episodes of Heroes online with Netflix. Love that show! I ordered a Roku which is supposed to show up today! Can't friggin' wait!! WHERE ARE YOU FEDEX DUDE!! We a Roku you can watch the NetFlix instant movies...of which I have acquired 263 in my queue. Alot of great foreign films. You can also rent new releases from Amazon on the Roku. COME ON FEDEX GUY!!!

I started and am still drinking...pretty much switched to Decaffeinated...finally realized it was the taste and the comfort of coffee I liked. The mood swings and energy plummet...I can do without. Nice to be in control of my paranoia and anger.

Darryl is in Rookie level little league baseball where we use a pitching machine.....yeah...ummm...Darryl sucks currently. But he will get better. He always does. All about forcing him outside to practice.

I am the coach. I yell and jump and wave my arms. The kids and parents like it....Isadora is horrified. I am obnoxious...but entertaining. With 5 year olds and baseball you have to keep them entertained...otherwise they fall asleep.

We finally got a new manager. Snake was passed over. Probably because of our infighting. Pissed her off. I don't give a fuck.

Our new manager is a Green eyed Arab...Gea. Gea is nice and calm. I told him to keep those two idiots away from me or I want out of the group. They don't come near me.

New jobs are opening. I am going to apply. Man, people have the MOST FRIGGIN' INCREDIBLE resume templates out there. I love them. I am going to use one of them. That will get their attention.

Awakening the Entrepreneur Within

Holy Shit! I want my money back. Awakening the Entrepreneur Within (Unabridged). Shoot me dead.

"Stop...feel....awaken....feel that you are awake...stop and recognize that this is the moment you are awake....feel that you have stopped to become awake....Chapter 5...Realization.....realize you are awake...stop and awake to the realization that you are stopping to feel that you are awake."

This guy wrote a book for the sake of a paycheck. He has nothing left to say...but spent all his money from E-Myth.

This the type of guy that would respond to this review by saying..."You are not ready to recieve the message that I am bringing forth..."

Michael Gerber...you suck!

The problem here is that I promised myself that I would listen to every book I bought...so that I wasn't wasting money and would take my time to choose the next one.

5 more hours to go....

Family life going well

I got Isadora a whole bunch of foot products. They finally came. Actually they came really fast. The internet is incredible. She called me up all excited. She finally has excepted being treated like a Princess. She never liked my taste in clothes for women...she never liked going to spas. She is loving the whole focus on the foot thing.

• Massage
• Pedicure
• Henna

Last night, Darryl and I played t-ball. I started pitching to him. Wow...he is getting close to hitting it. With Darryl it is all about constant encouragement. The minute something crappy happens....he is done. I need to snap him out of it.

This blog seems to be really balancing my life out. Wish I had done this all last year. God I was sooo unbalanced. STRESSsss....STRESSsss...STRESSssss

I had to sit and talk with my crazy Lebanese neighbors.....WHAT IS IT WITH ARABS AND RELIGION!!!!

These are Christian arabs....THE GUY WON"T GET OFF THE SUBJECT!!!

Dude.....I am a third generation atheist!!! I don't care about religion...AT ALL!

Well...I have read the books...but for their moral teachings...inspiration. They all think that when they die...some divine being (Gabriel, Peter, God, Jesus, Allah, Mohammed) will personally come and get them.

I cannot relate at all....don't even want to get into it with them. Must be nice to have such strong convictions of our importance.

I really believe that we are really really really small....on the grand s

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cheme of things. How small? The Universe is probably a bubble in some higher beings Coca Cola. Horton hears a who.

I realize that a meteor will hit the earth...a comet...a disease....a great war....the Sun will die...the universe will collapse. The works of William Shakespeare will disappear forever from reality.

Faith

That is all you have. There is no scientific proof for anything religious. Science pushes religion back.

I believe in a soul. But I believe it stays on Earth. And that is only Faith....we all have to believe in something.

If there is no point to our existence. Why not run around naked and travel the world.

Flees, cycling, broken DVD player, Pitching

My family got me an exercise bike. Pretty cool. I cycled last night while watching Dan in Real Life and reading the Economist. We have flees downstairs. Isadora broke the DVD player. Isadora got rid of the flees in the bedroom with flee powder....and then this morning she brought flee infested blankets from Darryl's bedroom to our bed. Darryl and I are dying. I told her....GET PEST CONTROL!!

I think they are coming from Butterscotch...who is passing them onto Spanky, Jezee, Scout, Pixy and Sam. Butterscotch is looking raggedy these days. I told Isadora that we need to put him down. Otherwise all the other cats are going to get sick.

Darryl and I played T-Ball last night. We threw back and forth across the street. It was fun. He can really throw well.

A whole week of workouts!

I did it. I went from Monday to Thursday and worked out every night and ate right. I am God. 180 lbs here I come. I just need to lose a lbs or 2 each week until September. With this diet, I don't see how I can't.

I got up early today too! And I packed my own breakfast!

170 calories (Yogurt)
70 calories (Almonds)
100 calories (Protein shake)
50 calories (Starbucks coffee with cream)...tastes like crap without it.
100 Calories (Banana)
0 Calories (Tomato)
100 Calories (Protein Shake)
30 Calories (Tuna)

620 calories in total.

This means I could eat 1000 calorie supper!! nooo....

I am also going to do stair master which burns 600 calories in an hour.

Tonight is Shoulders/Triceps....I can't even straighten out my arms. Who cares. I am a machine! Still following JulieAnn Kulla's workout.

Friday: Shoulders and triceps … I do 12 sets for both shoulders and tris.
Military press behind the head, seated military press, lateral raises, and rear delts.
Triceps push downs, skull crushers, dips, and push backs

Tonight is a T-Ball game. Grandpa, Grandma, sister and brother in law to be are coming. It should be fun. I love my team and I love T-Ball. Soccer with Simon was insane. The kid was vicious. All you could think about is how do we keep Darryl away from him. Wonder how the Cubs are doing with the little psychopath. The kid is going to be in the news someday...but not in a good way.

Be kind, Speak kindly to others, Speak kindly of others, Work hard, Be a champion, Be a team player.

T-Ball Love

T-ball has become my new love. I have 10 kids. They are all really nice. Most of them. Three of them are physically or mentally handicapped. The sad thing about those children is that they are the ones with the least helpful parents. I guess the parents need a break. That is probably it.

I love Google Video and Youtube. I can find a video on pitching, hitting, batting, catching....friggin awesome!!

I know..I know...starting to suck as a blogger. Writing like a maniac for 3 months and then beeeeeewwww....the power shuts off.

I am now working like a maniac to get this project done. Want to get a project finished? Hire a clueless annoying and arrogant project manager and then have her micromanage and competent developer. He will either quit or get the project done to get away from her.

Oh well.

I am also coaching Darryl's T-Ball team. That is keeping me on my toes trying to figure out a practice before the practice. The kids are learning faster than I thought. The internet is starting to run out of training material!