What do I want in life?

What do you want in life?

1. I want to be wealthy and afford everything for Darryl
2. I want to be stress free
   
3. I want to be excited about getting out of bed
4. I want to be appreciated in life
5. I want to focus on Darryl and Isadora
   

Why are you not wealthy?

I work for a company. The company only pays me enough that I don't quit.

So why don't you quit?

Because it is risky. Because it is a good company with good benefits.

Can you make a lot of money within the company?

Yes, but I would need to become a director.

Can you become a director?

Yes. But I have to change a lot about myself.

What do you need to change?

Being liked. Working smart. Getting others to work for me. Not being concerned about me. Work hard. Trust that it will all pan out. Get others to help me. Be better administratively. Not be so bold.

The people that you know are rich are:

1. Professionals
2. Self employed
3. Much older than myself
4. Senior executives
   

Do you like what you do?

You can tell I like what I am doing when I am not blogging. When I am not blogging, it is because I am too consumed with what I am doing. When I am blogging it is because I am in an unhappy place and I am trying to figure out how to get to a happy place.

Where is a happy place?

1. A happy place would be making presentations.
   
2. Talking to people.
   
3. Learning new things.
   
4. Being an expert.
   
5. Being wealthy enough to afford a country club membership, exotic vacations and private tutors for Darryl.

Where are you?

1. I am closed in an office where no one knows me
2. I learn new things but at a small technical level
3. I am becoming an expert
4. I am not wealthy

What do you need to do to be happy?

I need to find a career that will allow me to:

1. BE EXCITED ABOUT GETTING OUT OF BED AND TO MY CAREER
2. Be my own boss
3. My central role is to present and talk and meet with people
4. Make $300,000 a year
5. I WANT TO BE EXCITED!