kji'saqmaw

What a week. Alot of late nights and early weekends. But I got a lot accomplished. I do make things happen. I make a lot happen. I truely love my window seat.

But nevertheless I got a lot done for the company. For me. I got nothing done. Well no. I joined 24 hour fitness. Now I just need to attend. I am waiting for Isadora to see our bank statement. She is going to be so pissed. Pissed off that I spent $30 on my health. Screw her. I can't be afraid of her. This is my life. I am trying to live. At 260 lbs, we are in emergency mode. I am on medication that leads to zero ejaculation.

I choose life.

Her idea is that I work out at the Y early in the morning or late late at night. Fuck that. I am going to work out at lunch to blow off steam and that is when I am awake to work out.

Man I am so excited!!!

I bought her a James Avery sleeping cat charm. I have it engraved with Princess. I never gave her anything to remember Princess. I have nothing to remember my pets...but I had so many. I guess the ones that meant the most to me were Cassie and Patsy and Princess. Cassie I grew up with...and Patsy was the first pet I got on my own....Princess was Isadora's but I loved her. She was sweet and wonderful. She loved her rituals with me. I miss them all. Now we have a cat hotel. Sammy, Pixie and her son Loudy go in and out all day long. Scout comes in for his weekly for an intense petting session. Jezebel stares at us in the living room through the solarium door window and then runs away when we open the door to feed them. Spanky only comes out to spend time with Isadora composting.